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It’s 5:23 am and I have class later… and I haven’t slept yet. Lol. But then I’ve already dropped my Friday classes. I really don’t know if I’m dropped or what but I’ve exceeded my absent limit and I missed the midterms so it’s pretty obvious that I can’t do it for the finals. And it’s 3d animation class. I actually had a hard time understanding it, gah. But I wanna go to school since I have to get some form which is really important for next term.

I actually can’t sleep. Or don’t want to sleep since as you can see, I tried tweaking the Wordpress theme made by Scribblescratch. Just to see if I can actually figure out how to tweak the WP themes and PHP stuff. Lol, I’m still learning. I’ve gotten used to doing layouts in HTML since my first online home is in Blogger. Everything starts with continuous practice and learning, yes? I’m actually having fun and being challenged with the countless good layouts I saw around the web. But I guess this will do for now =] I’m also still learning about what to put in here, like the plugins and stuff. I also have to put Archives and some links. I’ll do some link cleaning sometime.

I actually haven’t promoted my site to my online friends and schoolmates lol. They’ve no idea what my URL is yet. And of course, they don’t know that I host. Lmao. I still want to improve the hosting site. Step by step. :] But that’s the thing I should be doing so I can make money! See I have to pay someone like $150 by next week. It’s a client who asked me to do some web design stuff but then I admit it’s really my fault. So she asked the payment back. =| Oh well, lesson learned. But still I don’t know where I can have $150!! That’s roughly about Php6,000. Things happen and for a reason. And it came to a time when I’m really really broke and all I have is like Php150. Mom doesn’t give me allowance if she knows the money I have will still do for food and transportation. =| This is sucha challenge you know. I have not, ever, asked my friends if I can borrow money from them. But they’re short as well although some told me if they can do something about it or if they have extra, they’ll let me borrow. Bah. I have to figure out how to have that by next week. =|

I signed up for Adsense yesterday btw. I had it in my Blogspot wayyy back but wasn’t able to really use it since I don’t know what it is really for and I found it too distracting since I didn’t know you could choose how it’s going to look like in your site. Lol.

Anyways, I’ll be speaking in our group’s training on Monday. I was tasked to do it. Lol. They’ve all really been waiting for that since I really don’t speak a lot in front of people. My brothers are done with it last week and like 2 weeks ago. I didn’t expect that I’d be next since someone was already assigned after my brother. Then my very nice groupmates and upline LMAO kept shouting my name when asked who’s supposed to be next. Then there. =| They’re really excited… and I’m not sure what I feel about it. Haha.

I talk like I’ve no problems, lol.

Oh gosh, I miss blogging. I wanna do this more often. That’s it for now. TTYL! :]] God bless! =]

First post in my Wordpress blog! And finally on my own domain! Haha.

I shouldn’t be really doing this since it’s midterm week but heck, I am! Oh boy. Haha. I have class later at 9am and along with that I have my midterm on that subject. Even if it’s a practical midterm, I’m still not prepared! We’re supposed to set-up lighting equipment and set it up based on what lighting technique we get to pick randomly and then shoot. It may look easy for people who know how to do it but… I’m one of those who doesn’t know how to do it well so..

And I still have to do my TECHDRW(Technical Drawing) plates. I’m soooo late. Stupid sickness, made me not go to school for almost 2 weeks. =| And yes that was after the 10-day suspension.

I’ve lost my momentum in everything. I wanna give up sometimes but I don’t know, I don’t want to at the same time. I’m lazy and lost in focus. And that’s not good. I dropped one subject VIDPRD1(Scriptwriting) due to excessive absences. That’s the time when I got sick and had no internet at home. So I can’t go out and I can’t pass my storyline. But oh well.

I’m thinking of going underload next term. I’ve told my brothers that and they agreed. It’s just that my worry about being underload is I’m gonna be late for graduation. I was aiming for the 3 years and 2 terms, but if I’m gonna do that, I’d be extending and be 4 years as well like the semestral schools. But one of them said that it doesn’t matter if I’m late or how slow I go, because eventually I’m gonna get there anyway. And he’s right. But I’m worried ’cause most of them wouldn’t want me to extend. They even want me to graduate already right now. So I don’t know. And I think the real MMA life is just starting. =| I’m really wish  there’s a Web Design and Development course in our school. Bah.

Anyways, enough of school stuff. I’m really hoping we can all go to Hong Kong this December! Yey! Haha finally! Wait no, I’m not just hoping. We really are going! If I’m just going to work it out. Gah school.

So I’m just gonna end this here now. I talk too much. Lol.