It’s 5:23 am and I have class later… and I haven’t slept yet. Lol. But then I’ve already dropped my Friday classes. I really don’t know if I’m dropped or what but I’ve exceeded my absent limit and I missed the midterms so it’s pretty obvious that I can’t do it for the finals. And it’s 3d animation class. I actually had a hard time understanding it, gah. But I wanna go to school since I have to get some form which is really important for next term.
I actually can’t sleep. Or don’t want to sleep since as you can see, I tried tweaking the Wordpress theme made by Scribblescratch. Just to see if I can actually figure out how to tweak the WP themes and PHP stuff. Lol, I’m still learning. I’ve gotten used to doing layouts in HTML since my first online home is in Blogger. Everything starts with continuous practice and learning, yes? I’m actually having fun and being challenged with the countless good layouts I saw around the web. But I guess this will do for now =] I’m also still learning about what to put in here, like the plugins and stuff. I also have to put Archives and some links. I’ll do some link cleaning sometime.
I actually haven’t promoted my site to my online friends and schoolmates lol. They’ve no idea what my URL is yet. And of course, they don’t know that I host. Lmao. I still want to improve the hosting site. Step by step. :] But that’s the thing I should be doing so I can make money! See I have to pay someone like $150 by next week. It’s a client who asked me to do some web design stuff but then I admit it’s really my fault. So she asked the payment back. =| Oh well, lesson learned. But still I don’t know where I can have $150!! That’s roughly about Php6,000. Things happen and for a reason. And it came to a time when I’m really really broke and all I have is like Php150. Mom doesn’t give me allowance if she knows the money I have will still do for food and transportation. =| This is sucha challenge you know. I have not, ever, asked my friends if I can borrow money from them. But they’re short as well although some told me if they can do something about it or if they have extra, they’ll let me borrow. Bah. I have to figure out how to have that by next week. =|
I signed up for Adsense yesterday btw. I had it in my Blogspot wayyy back but wasn’t able to really use it since I don’t know what it is really for and I found it too distracting since I didn’t know you could choose how it’s going to look like in your site. Lol.
Anyways, I’ll be speaking in our group’s training on Monday. I was tasked to do it. Lol. They’ve all really been waiting for that since I really don’t speak a lot in front of people. My brothers are done with it last week and like 2 weeks ago. I didn’t expect that I’d be next since someone was already assigned after my brother. Then my very nice groupmates and upline LMAO kept shouting my name when asked who’s supposed to be next. Then there. =| They’re really excited… and I’m not sure what I feel about it. Haha.
I talk like I’ve no problems, lol.
Oh gosh, I miss blogging. I wanna do this more often. That’s it for now. TTYL! :]] God bless! =]
August 1st, 2009 at 4:31 pm
Hey, before anything else, I’d like to say that the moment the whole site loaded and saw a full entry.. I got inspired to write a new entry on my site! Hahahahaha.
I was going to write a post yesterday and then I realized that it’s going to be death-related too. Lmao. Two deaths as recent blog posts, nice no?
I have Adsense in my blog too but I didn’t put it cause I don’t know what it exactly does and how will I get paid from it, hehe.
Oh man it’s so awkward reading the parts about your dropped subjects! I’m such a nerd because I’m too much affected by your decision to drop it..
Sana makaipon ka ng funds to pay that person back.
Mamomroblema ako sobra if I were in your shoes lol, how do you do it na easy/chill ka lang? 
See you around school (I hope!)
August 5th, 2009 at 6:07 pm
Hahaha, I’m actually planning on writing a new entry. But I guess I’ll just do it after this week. And I’m also about to write something death-related! You know, recent events. Hehehe.
I’m really not the type of person who drops subjects. I haven’t dropped any subject in my whole life ever. Just this term. Lol. The other subject, the prof just dropped me even if I haven’t exceeded the absent limit. It’s just that that time I got sick and couldn’t go to class =| And we had no internet plus I couldn’t go out, because of it I can’t submit my storyline. Eh si Cerisse di rin pumapasok pag wala ako lol.
Yeah, it’s a bigggg problem. But I just think that I can get through it and I will. Just stayin’ positive even if I’m really really down. I guess I’m just good at pretending everything’s alright. But believe me it’s never easy. But I will get through this, I have to. No choice but to get through things and be strong, yes?
See you around too!
August 28th, 2009 at 1:25 am
indeed, you’re not the type who drops subjects, i know that. i want you to know i admire you, for being such a strong person amidst these bumpy roads in your life. All of us have them, it’s just that, i really admire your outlook towards life. (Kase ako nung depressed ako, i usually just lock myself in my room and stare at the ceiling. And yes, i don’t write it down! hahaha.)
God must’ve given you this trial for you to relaize just how strong you are as a person. And when all else fails, in the end, the only thing that will remain is how Strong He is no matter how weak we are. (Ayan, nag-preach na ‘ko.) hahaha.
it’s just i’m not really sure what to say. i simply admire you, and i want to be there for you when you need to talk. So pag wala kang makausap, nandito lang ako ha. Kahit last resort, i’m okay. hehehe.
btw, your blog is really really cool!!! i totally love it. it’s unfair you didn’t shared this sweet thing with us. Hehehe. Peace
August 28th, 2009 at 7:12 am
And I thought I was weak this way. But sabi nga, you never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice u have. Really, God works wonders. <3